It has been the week where nothing is left. We had our baptism and now we are starting from scratch. Sarahy got confirmed this last week and it was a great experience. Difficulties still remain as we have to get her baptismal white signed by everyone to make her a member of the church. The beginning of this week was pretty good as we started with a fantastic P-day. We then had exchanges, which was really good.
Wednesday was tough as we received more rules. We had a fantastic MLC, but it was really tough as many rules were applied. It has been the biggest struggle and then we had a personal meeting with president. A lot of this week has been confidential as so many problems have just come from that incident. It has been a "scorched trial" for me and it really hasn't gotten any better. I really don't have much to say I am just hoping that my impurities are purged.
We had a good Zone Meeting or at least I thought so. We just really stressed how much it hurts when you do something disobedient. I hate being the end of that discipline. I don't know how much I can take. I can't seem to talk about anything good as I am always stuck in the bad. My question is how can I reflect of the Good I do?
One of my favorite parts in I went with Elder Scholes this week. I just felt like I could be myself and work hard. We were able to do some finding and talk to a lot of people. It has been a blessing to go on exchanges because I don't feel fooled or so official. I get to be myself.
Also with Elder Wheeler I was able to feel his love. He is just like my first companion. He had a lot of things in common with me and it just helped me boost my confidence. It has been a good experience knowing the zone more. I have to push through the darkness in order to reach the light.
We really are trying to help the ward as they just had a change in the bishopric. We are going to see a mighty change in the mission. Wish me luck, and pray for me as I try to press forward with all diligence.